Who I Am...

I am...a wife, mother, Believer, daughter, friend, and nurse.
I want...to be well rounded in life...many interests, and passions.
I have...the most amazing and supportive husband.
I wish...there was a cure for cancer.
I hate...watching people die from said disease.
I fear...losing loved ones..inevitable part of growing older.
I hear...my sons voice when he isn't around.
I search...for inspiration all around me, since my mom and sister aren't here to do it for me.
I wonder...if I'm doing enough.
I regret...not keeping in better contact with those I left behind in Oklahoma.
I love...making big life plans with my hubby, laughing at work with friends, and watching my baby boy do pretty much anything.
I ache...for hugs from my family back home.
I always...smell my food before I eat it...and plan the last bite before I've taken the first one..the last bite has to be the best. Weird?
I usually...have mom guilt for not doing enough each day; no matter what I actually did.
I am not...an experienced nurse, but I make up for it with compassion and thoroughness. Is that a word??
I dance...with my man in the shower. TMI?? Or to embarrass my son, because for some reason when others dance, he gets bashful.
I sing...in the car, and Zack asks for more to make me feel like someone is enjoying it.
I never...take my health for granted.
I sometimes..wish I could stick my head in the sand and pretend cancer does. not. exist.
I cry...when I hear someone sing like I wish I could.
I am not always...the best about calling people back. Sorry friends!
I lose...my ability to create when I am too far removed from my mom. She is my inspiration.
I am confused...about how to fit it all in.
I need...to be pregnant again. Like now.
I should...be better at updating my blog.

Who Are You?