Ooh LaLa

A Wedding

2011-11-18T09:40:00.000-05:00

My friend, Michelle, mentioned at work yesterday that she liked my wedding photos...it got me thinking. I haven't posted about it here!
Zack and I got married June 25, 2010 after a very long engagement! We gave ourselves and family 2 weeks notice because we realized we had a window where we would both be out of school and work long enough to do it. That didn't give our family or friends much time to prepare, and we were doing it out of state, so that didn't help either! Luckily, the parents and grandparents were able to make it, and it was a very special, magical day.
We married near Branson, Missouri at a bed and breakfast. The setting was ideal, and it was very low key, which is very much our relationship.
The photographer's CD won't load proberly on my computer, (maybe I don't have the right software??), so these are just some shots we took with our own camera.
I found my dress and jewelry at Limited, three days before the ceremony, and did my own hair to save $$. My hair didn't turn out quite how I had anticipated, but that's what you get when you attempt it yourself!!

Maternity/Family Pictures

2011-11-16T08:52:00.001-05:00

Last Sunday we went to Ault park in Cincinnati and had our first ever family shots! We've had pictures, but not professional ones, so this was a treat! It's something that Zack is warming up to now that our family is expanding. He's never been a big fan of paying for something he thinks our camera can capture just as well. I think he finally gets it!! These pictures are great, and I'm so excited to get the rest! I just wish my face weren't so full. I know it's just a side effect of pregnancy, but come on....put the water where people can't see it, like my ankles!! Here we are at 24 weeks pregnant with baby #2!

All pictures done by aliciaeadsphotography.com. Check her out if you are in the Cincinnati area!

What he means to me.

2011-11-12T12:00:00.000-05:00

I recently read a blog that had a beautifully written letter from a husband to his wife. He detailed all the wonderful things about her, and the many reasons why he loved her. I was so moved by his letter, but the most moving part was the sadness behind it. He waited until she passed away to write his letter. He read it at her funeral. He stated that even though she was sick, he thought he had more time. His poor sweet wife heard his letter, but from heaven. She never got to hear him read those words to her in the flesh. I know he will be forever regretful of that error in judgement. I chose a different fate. This is my letter to my husband, my life partner, my best friend. Long after we are both gone, our children will have this reminder of just what he meant to me.
Dear Zachary,
Since meeting you 10 years ago, I've been different. Not the kind of different that keeps me from knowing myself, but the kind of different that makes me my best me. I had never and have still never met someone as special as you. You have this uncanny ability to make everyone in the room feel like they are the most special person in the world. But, somehow, you make me feel that way all day, even when you aren't around. I always joke how you are everyone's favorite, but the truth is that you are; it's no joke. You are our son's hero. His safe place. His best bud. What you have given me by being that for him is more than I can ever express to you in words. Tears come to my eyes when I think back on all these years, and how better our lives are because of your influence. I wake up everyday happy knowing that you've chosen me to spend your life with.

I'm pregnant with our first little girl. I'm giving you one of the best gifts you'll ever receive. That fills my heart with more happiness than it's ever had. I can't wait to see the look on your face when you lay eyes on that sweet baby. It's a sight that I know I'll never forget. I've been one happy pregnant lady seeing your face light up everytime you see my belly and all it's grandure. I never knew a man could be so excited by all things that come with the changing body, and the many facets of pregnancy. It truly has been a blessing being able to see such joy and excitement I've been able to bring you these last 6 months.

Professionally, you've been able to achieve what few do. But, being a doctor is not what makes me most proud of you; although, that's a huge accomplishment! I'm most proud of your commitment and dedication. I've witnessed first hand just how hard this journey has been for you. You started as a fire fighter, and ended with a medical degree. You've taken on considerable debt and lost much sleep to follow your dream. You've sacrificed many evenings with friends and many holidays with family. You've set an example for our children that hard work does pay off, and that great things are worth fighting for. What a great gift you've given them. See...the gifts you give are never ending!

I love you so much and would do anything for you. I'm spoiled by you, and in turn hope I show you daily just how much you mean to me. I consider ours to be kindred spirits. Regardless of how silly it sounds, you are my soul mate. YOU are the best part of every single day. I'm blessed, we're blessed. Thank you for being you, because you are perfect for me. No matter what our future holds, it won't lessen the joy you've brought to my life. I see us as old souls who go on this crazy life journey together making each other laugh, and pushing each other to be better. Love isn't a big enough word, my sweet carrot.
Forever yours, Pea

Karate! Oh boy!

2011-11-09T10:18:00.000-05:00

About 6 weeks ago, we started Andrew in Karate. To say he loves it is an understatement! He absolutely could not be more excited! The smile on his face dosn't leave for the hour he is there, and extends into the evening. He has changed since beginning this new endeavor. I find it hard to believe, but he is more attentive, more polite, etc. He uses his manners without the constant reminders, and he is more easy going with the frustration of 1st grade homework. I am not sure who is more excited about this change: him or me! I highly recommend this for the stubborn head strong babes who need some stern discipline from an adult they respect, other than mom or dad. I also highly recommend karate for the shy and timid babes out there who need to come out of their shells a bit, and be more assertive and outgoing. I'm so proud of my sweet karate chopping, hi ya'ing, baby boy. Can't wait to see him progress through the belts, and gain even more confidence!

Stay with me, as I attempt to get serious

2011-11-09T10:03:00.001-05:00

For my professional life, I spend my days as an Oncology nurse at a university hospital. To say that I am an oncology nurse is a bit misleading, though. Since I've been pregnant or trying to be for the entire year I've had this job, I've never actually administered the chemotherapy agents. I'm chemo certified, but stay clear of the stuff for the time being. So, I don't give the chemo, but I work on the floor, and care for the cancer patients who aren't actually getting chemo that admission, as well as, the average,(and sometimes not so average) med/surg patients. Being on this particular floor, with this population of patients is especially hard. There is a lot of sadness, bad news, new diagnosis, painful chemo/cancer, and death.
Most recently we lost a patient who was a very young new wife, and mother. She had a very rare cancer that didn't arise due to lifestyle choices. She didn't deserve this. No one deserves cancer, but this young woman had just started her life. Her baby is at that critical stage where she wants no one but her mommy. Yet, now, just 7.5 months after her diagnosis, she is gone. In a far better place no doubt, and without pain, but gone.
We, as nurses, are left to keep going. Keep picking up our heads and stay positive for the next patient that needs our support. I have been unable to get this particular patient off my mind for a few mo now. I had never even laid eyes on her...I didn't have to. I knew when I looked into her face and the face of her husband, that I'd see me. She is me. Why is she in this awful place, and I'm not. Luck? Chance? There are always going to be more questions than answers. I have a strong belief that God is in charge of our lives, and I don't need all the answers. I just need to have faith that these things are part of this physical life, and eternity will be spent with my maker.
I was asked by the hospital's chaplin how I cope with such loss. I was not expecting that question, so my answer shocked even me. I told her the most honest thing I could think of to make sense of these tragedies. Here's what I said in a nutshell: 'I know that my worrying and stressing over this happening to me or my family is not going to change the outcome. If someone is meant to leave this life early or tragically, then they will. Period. God is in charge, not me. What I can do is pray for these people and their families, and choose to let it postively affect my life. Since I had that talk, I've been doing some soul searching about just how I will let it affect me. I have the choice to live each day as it were my last. I have the choice to worry about the important things and not the superficial or meaningless things. I will kiss my husband longer, I will hugs my kids tighter, and I will tell those who I love just how much they mean to me. I will chose to be closer to God, and walk in a way that would make Him proud of me.
There is a bright side to death. We have the option to see it, or ignore it. I chose to use this tragedy as a tribute to my own life and to that of my patient's life. I will make the absolute most of mine. I will get off the couch and on the floor with my son even when I don't feel like it. I will turn off the tv at night to visit with my husband. I will take more pictures and write more love letters to my children. I hope I can be a positive example of living life to the fullest, and sucking the marrow out of life everyday.

Baby girl is a growin'

2011-11-07T16:22:00.000-05:00

So, it always seems so silly to post updates with pictures, since everyone I know who reads the blog, also happens to be a friend on FB, but none the less, I'm gonna do it just in case! I am currently 23w5d preggo with baby #2, a sweet little girl. I have a few pics the hubby took of me, but the real maternity shots come in a few days! Can't wait..strangely enough, the man of the house was more interested in getting pics done than I was! I'm not looking forward to seeing myself blown up more than I already am, but I'll be glad I did them one day when I'm skinny again! I gained 6 lbs this week...guess I should keep my hand out of my son't candy box!!

19 weeks 2 days

21 weeks

Oh, and I chopped off 12 inches of hair!! How's that for ragin' pregnancy hormones?! I am loving the quicker blow dry, plus my man is a short hair kinda guy, so he's happy!
WIN-WIN!

First Day of First Grade!

2011-09-20T09:20:00.000-04:00

"If I close my eyes, can you still see me?"

"Don't expect me to do this waving thing everyday!"
Ahh, kids...don't ya just love when the appease you? He has been in school for a few weeks now, and hasn't waved to one time since the first day. Little rascal!

Baby bump progress

2011-09-20T09:02:00.000-04:00

Tomorrow I will be 17 weeks, so I'm due another picture, but I thought I'd get caught up before delivery!! I'm noticing a trend with all my pictures: I don't look any bigger in my stomach, but my face seems to be getting bigger. Hum?? That makes for a beautiful lady, huh? I'm so loving this second trimester. I'm finally starting to feel human again, and enjoy this expanding waist line. It's officially the countdown to the gender reveal...9 days!! Can't wait!! I have some serious shopping to do!!

My version of Sleeping Beauty

2011-09-15T22:37:00.000-04:00

He may not be sleeping in a bed of roses or have long flowing locks, but in my eyes, he is just as beautiful.
He had a near fatal crash tonight. Really it was nowhere near fatal, but to this mama, seeing my son hit the back of a car on his bike was almost just as dramatic. Alright, now I sound like the dramatic one, but really..it was traumatic for me. I've spent most of the night sitting by his bed watching him sleep just thanking God that I don't have more serious concerns about his health. I don't take our health for granted and because of that, I am always reminding myself how fleeting life is and how it can be taken at any moment. I haven't decided if my outlook is good, or it would be better to stick my head in the sand and pretend that disease and addiction and fear don't exist? Maybe somewhere in the middle would be a great place to spend my days. Hugging my sweets a little tighter, but now dwelling on the fear.

Modern Baby.

2011-09-07T17:07:00.000-04:00

I think that since my original due date has come and gone, (Aug 18th), and Zack and I have realized how fast those 9 months actually fly by, we have kicked it into high gear loading up on gear! Typically, I don't decorate very modern. I would love to have a more modern home, but due to budget restraints, I am making what I have work for now. However, that doesn't mean I can't pretend to be really hip and cool with my baby loot. It's been 6 years since I had to buy all the essential supplies, so I get to buy all new! So what if I don't know how to pronounce my stroller and my high chair looks like it just may lift off at any minute. It's 2011 people! I'm on the cutting edge. :)

Britax

Phil and Ted's

Any suggestions on how to "modernize" my 6 year old traditional crib and changing table??

Loss

2011-09-01T13:30:00.000-04:00

Yesterday marked the first day of my 14th week of pregnancy! Every week that passes brings me closer to the ultimate prize..my sweet baby. But, this week also marks the critical point in my pregnancy that I've been dreading since I found out I was pregnant. In March, I was 17 weeks pregnant, and at work when I noticed some light spotting. Nothing bright red or alarming, but still worth looking into. Since I'm a nurse, it was very easy and almost routine for me to hike down to the OB floor and get a "just in case" doppler to make sure everything was still fine. Well, it wasn't. The nurse, with a worried look on her face, said in a upbeat voice, that was a little shakey, she was going to call the resident in and have her do a ultrasound. Cue panic. I mentioned I'm a nurse, so I knew without a doubt that my baby was gone. Maybe it was just a feeling. So the doctor came in and did an ultrasound, and found that indeed, there was no heartbeat. To further torture me, she insisted we go to the actual sonographer to get a "professional" opinion. Really?? You're going to make me sit through that again? Okay, by this time I was in full freaking out mode. I reached my husband, who also works at the hospital, fetal demise. WOW! Whoever said sticks and stones can break my bones, but words can never hurt me, has never heard those words spoken to them. Turns out our baby has stopped growing at 14 weeks, and it took 3 weeks for the bleeding to give me an indication something was wrong. We were scheduled to find out the gender in less than a week. We'll never know if our baby was a boy or girl. Atleast not in this life. We have an angel waiting for us in heaven now and I can't wait to meet face to face. I'll never know the reason for my miscarriage, but I do know that I trust God's plan for me and my family. Now, luckily, I'm pregnant again and teetering on the edge of sanity. If we can make it through the next couple of weeks, I think I'll relax a bit. Maybe.
My friend, Amy, gave me this link that I thought summed up some of my own feelings on this matter. Hope you enjoy it..I did. Thanks, Amy!

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August 19, 2011
Ken Harbaugh is a former Navy pilot and an NPR commentator.

It has been three months since the miscarriage. We weren't far along, still in the first trimester, so only our closest friends knew we were expecting.

Annmarie, my wife, is fine. At least, her body is fine. There is something broken in both of us, though.

My wife and I have every reason to be grateful. The miscarriage happened early on. Annmarie was never in danger. We have two beautiful girls already. If we want, we can still have more. But the whole experience left us wondering how one deals with a tragedy that happens quietly at home.

A few weeks before we lost the baby, my wife's grandfather died. His funeral, like any other, was solemn. But also beautiful. Everyone came — all 10 kids, from across the country. Distant relatives, co-workers, people from church stopped by to pay their respects. They mourned alongside the family. We buried Grandpa Kel that afternoon, and woke the next morning with the memory of a beautiful send-off.

There is a reason that such ceremonies exist. Who knows if it meant anything to Grandpa, lying in his coffin, but it meant a lot to everyone else. I gave him my gold Navy wings, pinned to an American flag laid on his chest. He was the only other Navy pilot in the family, and I felt the need to solemnize that connection. Others said goodbye in their own way. Some talked to him, some knelt for a while by his side. Most important, we all said farewell together.

Courtesy of Ken Harbaugh
Ken Harbaugh lives near Cleveland. He is currently finishing his first novel.

A miscarriage is tragic enough by itself. What makes it worse is the fact that no social custom has evolved to help us through the loss. There is no ceremony, no coming together, no ritualized support. Annmarie and I suffered alone, in silence. Most of our friends had no idea we were grieving. It took me two weeks to tell my own mom.

And it's not as if life stopped, or even slowed down to allow us a moment to reflect. We had jobs to get to, kids to take care of. Real sadness seemed an indulgence we could not afford.

In the months since, I have learned something about this kind of grief. It is not a luxury, but an essential part of healing. So this weekend, after the kids are in bed, Annmarie and I will do something that may seem a little crazy. We will head into the garden with a bulb we've been saving. We will bury it, say a few words, and hold each other. We will finally have our ceremony.

I suspect that watching the first green shoot push up through the earth will hurt. Every time we see it, we will be reminded of what happened to us. But that's alright. Grief cannot be buried forever. With enough time, and a little sunlight, it might just transform itself into something that aches a little less.

Feast your eyes

2011-07-14T09:46:00.000-04:00

If any of you were considering having any more children, this should sway your decision towards a definite YES! Even for you mommas of boys, these shoes are worth the look! They are the sweetest little shoes I have ever laid my eyes on...the woman behind this company, Jessica, is a true artist, and in my opinion, a genius! Feast your eyes ladies...

Go to her website for more eye candy!

Nursery Ideas

2011-07-12T20:49:00.000-04:00

I'm a very eager nursery decorator, so I have been scoring the websites and resources for inspiration. Here is one that I ablosolutely adore. It's so airy and bright and accessible. What are your thoughts?

Isn't it precious for a sweet baby girl?
Now here is the room I love for a boy...

I saved both to my laptop without getting resources for either..bad bad blogger. Always give credit to people's pictures you steal. Let this be a lesson to you!

Home tour and About me sections finally updated!

2011-07-12T18:48:00.000-04:00

I realize that blogs take a lot of hard work, and inch by inch, I'm building up my stamina! Click on the tabs above and get a sneek peek into my home and history! Thanks for stopping by...

Take me out to the ballpark!!

2011-06-14T12:13:00.000-04:00

Andrew's only picture taken by my camera on his birthday before my camera battery died! Mother of the year right here folks!
We went to see the Florence Freedom minor league team, and Andrew go to throw out the "first pitch!" Very excited little 6 year old, and very sad mommy who only got iphone pics of the event.

This picture is Andrew on the way to his baseball game! Tuckered out and the fun had not even started!! Usually he is soccer man, but he wanted to tackle a new sport this season, so we obliged. He loves it, but his dad and I are bored watching the games! Soccer is much more action packed!! I know, I know, it's not about me!!

Look at those little stick legs! So cute! Great for running..like in soccer! :)

A great new blog alert!

2011-06-13T17:49:00.004-04:00

Ashley, my best friend from the blog, Little Miss Mommy, just introduced me to the coolest new blog! Okay, so I've never actually met Ashley, but since she lets me in her home and life on a regular basis through her blog, we are pratically besties. Plus, if we knew each other in real life, we would for sure be tight; I just know it. Anyway she had a guest post from Casey of The Wiegand's, who is so inspirational! I love all her amazing pictures, her art makes me want to crack open that painting for dummies book catching dust in the basement, and her body makes me want to stop eating carbs forever! Super down to earth girl who loves God, her hubby, and her kiddos and shouts it to the world through her blog! Check her out, you'll be happy you did! Thanks, Ash! ;)

P.S. This is my first time using a link! I swear I am trying to slow my brain down long enough to figure this blog thing out so I can really get involved in blog land. Thanks for puttering along with me as I make it happen! Yay for links!!

2011-05-10T08:08:00.004-04:00

Who I Am...

I am...a wife, mother, Believer, daughter, friend, and nurse.
I want...to be well rounded in life...many interests, and passions.
I have...the most amazing and supportive husband.
I wish...there was a cure for cancer.
I hate...watching people die from said disease.
I fear...losing loved ones..inevitable part of growing older.
I hear...my sons voice when he isn't around.
I search...for inspiration all around me, since my mom and sister aren't here to do it for me.
I wonder...if I'm doing enough.
I regret...not keeping in better contact with those I left behind in Oklahoma.
I love...making big life plans with my hubby, laughing at work with friends, and watching my baby boy do pretty much anything.
I ache...for hugs from my family back home.
I always...smell my food before I eat it...and plan the last bite before I've taken the first one..the last bite has to be the best. Weird?
I usually...have mom guilt for not doing enough each day; no matter what I actually did.
I am not...an experienced nurse, but I make up for it with compassion and thoroughness. Is that a word??
I dance...with my man in the shower. TMI?? Or to embarrass my son, because for some reason when others dance, he gets bashful.
I sing...in the car, and Zack asks for more to make me feel like someone is enjoying it.
I never...take my health for granted.
I sometimes..wish I could stick my head in the sand and pretend cancer does. not. exist.
I cry...when I hear someone sing like I wish I could.
I am not always...the best about calling people back. Sorry friends!
I lose...my ability to create when I am too far removed from my mom. She is my inspiration.
I am confused...about how to fit it all in.
I need...to be pregnant again. Like now.
I should...be better at updating my blog.

Who Are You?

Wedding dress

2010-05-30T21:46:00.002-04:00

Thoughts??

Family time

2010-05-30T21:35:00.003-04:00

I have no reason for these pictures other than I am missing my family soo much! I have the greatest parents in the world, and the sweetest most supportive siblings, and extended family. Miss you guys so much! XOXO

P.S. My niece, Rachel Christian Carr, graduated High School this year from Central in Colorado and since I am in school, I could not make her graduation. I am so proud of her. She is the most special girl in the whole world. She has a huge part of my heart, and I miss her terribly. She's the perfect little Indian princess with beautiful blue eyes. A sweet soul...LOVE you little (big) girl! Love Aunt Cam
**Wish I had a picture on my computer of her!!!

Thank heavens for Papa's love!

2010-05-30T21:30:00.002-04:00

Because if he didn't love medicine man very much...we would be down a house full of furniture, plus one hole in the wall, minus one pig's head, plus one smelly garage, minus 3 fans, plus 4 brass light fixtures, and minus some great memories! You had to be there, but the jist goes something like this...Thank you Papa!!!!! You are a life saver!! Come back, please!!! I promise to glue your hiney to the couch!! Love you to pieces!!

Focus

2010-05-30T21:28:00.002-04:00

When Marley wants something...always...Marley usually gets it. He has staring down to an art. Julie was his latest victim.

Making lemons out of lemonade

2010-05-30T21:25:00.003-04:00

Or in this case, cute shorts out of not so cute knee shorts. Zaddy got in on the fun. He is too much sometimes. Notice the tan line! It's from ONE DAY in the sun today on the golf course. Did you hear what I said people?? ONE DAY! I spent two looong days swimming under the sunlight and came home with what appears to be a shadow on my chest. GRRR!

Playing catch

2010-05-30T21:20:00.003-04:00

So, the other night, Zaddy told Andrew to go get his mitt so we could play catch. This is how he came back and ready to go...and don't think for one minute after we stopped laughing at him that we dared to hurt his feelings by correcting him! No, just played ball with mitts on. :)

Oh, and for some reason the one shirt that Andrew has on in all these posts have been the same one...I swear the kid has tons of cute new outfits for summer...somehow, though, when we go to do something, this shirt ends up on him once again! My great friend, Kristi, gave it to us 2 years ago, and Andrew recently re-discovered it! I guess kids like what they like!

Just one of the two of us!

2010-05-30T21:19:00.000-04:00

Everyone should have a catdog in their life.

2010-05-30T21:16:00.003-04:00

And everyone should be lucky enough to have a Zaddy in theirs as well. Glad Andrew and I do!

Be my guest!

2010-05-30T21:11:00.003-04:00

"Just do it, it'll be fine; all moms cut their little boys hair." Zaddy said this before the last butchering that took place when I got a hold of the clippers. After seeing the mess I created, he took over for me when he saw me getting them out again tonight! "Go right ahead...you can do it better than me. :)"-ME
P.S. Is it just me, or is that the sweetest thing you have ever seen in your whole life?

5 years

2010-05-30T21:06:00.002-04:00

Can it still be called a well baby visit if your baby is getting his 5 year check up?? Probally not...humm...well, anyway, it went well. Andrew has better than perfect vision, perfect hearing, I had to double check that she had that right!! He is a skinny guy, but we knew that! Overall, perfect until the 4 IM shots in the legs!! OUCH! You know the ones like a flu shot in the arm that hurts for days? Yeah, well he limped around all pitiful like for about two days, and got some bruising around his eyes from crying so hard, but he is in perfect health, and is ready to start kindergarten!

Catching up!

2010-05-30T20:46:00.004-04:00

I have been a very bad blogger lately. I owe my mil an apology because she loves to check in and see what we have been up to, and I haven't been delivering! These past few weeks have been go go go! School up to my eye balls and on the weekends, long trips to our new house in Kentucky! We have been getting good use of our season passes to Kings Island. This past weekend, Andrew and I went down to the water park Friday and Saturday, (Zaddy had to work.) We had a blast! Good times! These pictures were taken a couple of weeks ago when I got to go on a date with Kaci, and got pedicures and mexican!! Love that girl...anyway, Zack took Andrew to a double header Akron Aeros baseball game. I joined them at the end and soaked up the fresh cut grass smell, the laughter of my boy as he played with the other kids, and the snug arm around my cold shoulders...summer had officially begun!

Best Mother's Day gift EVER!

2010-05-09T17:54:00.002-04:00

Andrew: "Mommy....I am gonna marry you."

He had no idea how much that one sentence was gonna mean to me! Even though I know the day will come when he doesn't need me, today, he is my soul mate!

When catdogs get mad

2010-05-08T23:03:00.002-04:00

They follow you into the computer room, and make a very large production out of turning around to not be seen by you as they pout. Deserving of a treat, right? Well, that is certainly what he was hoping would come of this little spectacle. And I would be telling lies if I said it didn't work. That dog has us both tied around his big floppy ears.

What you'll find...

2010-05-08T23:01:00.001-04:00

..any given night at my house. I know..cue the pity.

Zaddy

2010-05-08T22:58:00.001-04:00

Andrew has combined daddy with zacky and I think the result is pretty special! Love these two!!

Bowling Party!

2010-05-08T22:47:00.005-04:00

Be prepared for picture over load! I had Kaci and Medicine Man on the job of making my baby boy's 5th birthday party a lasting memory..and boy did they! Andrew had a great time! It was short..just 2 hours, with great pizza, and sweet with a car cake, made by yours truly. Couldn't have asked for a better group of peeps to spend time with..even though there were some very absent g-ma's, mimi's, papa's, cousins, etc. They were definitely missed!

(Medicine man says in the war of WO-man -vs- kitchen..today WO-man won!!!)

Birthday Dinner

2010-05-06T17:56:00.003-04:00

All the people who thought they were just drinking cold ones at the mexican restaurant last night, had another celebration worth toasting to! Medicine man caught the bday song on video, but my computer is playing hard to get..hopefully, I can figure it out and upload it later. The crowd went wild, Andrew got up in his chair, and the server wiped wipped cream all over his face! It was pretty cute!!

Teacher Appreciation Day

2010-05-06T17:41:00.003-04:00

"You deserve chocolate!!"

"My teacher is AW-esome!!"

This week we thanked Andrew's teachers for always treating him like one of their own even when he acted like a wild unruley animal. :)

Daily humor

2010-05-05T16:23:00.002-04:00

Andrew: "Mommy, what does chat mean?"

Me: "I have no idea what you are saying?"

Andrew: Does it mean,'I'm gonna have a talk with your mom?'"

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! After 5 minutes of recomposure, "yes..it does. what did you do?"

Maybe you had to be there..funny! Promise!

Andrew: "Can I tell you when I'm done?" (What he always yells on the way to potty, so I can follow closely and wipe for him).

Andrew: "Wait..I'm 5 now...I gotta do it all by myself." Nebermind mom. :)

Happy Birthaday!!

2010-05-05T07:05:00.009-04:00

Today is Cinco de Mayo, but most importantly, it is my son's birthday! He is 5 today on 5-5! I took some phone pictures last night to represent the last day my baby would ever be 4...very bittersweet! Last year, I was devasted when he turned 4. I cried like a baby because he seemed to be getting so big so fast. This year, though, I feel really good about him getting older. He is so proud of all his accomplishments, as am I. Andrew's interests are as follows at 5 year exactly.
1. Trains..all things Thomas the Train and others, as well. Passing train tracks is like finding gold, and actually seeing a moving train? Well, that's just the best thing ever!
2.Cars..especially Nascar! He loves to sit on the couch and watch it with medicine man. In fact, it's the longest he will sit without fidgeting around..ever.period.
Every truck that resembles a nascar driver's car is fair game to have a mild freak out and a legnthy conversation about what number that driver is, what color his car is, how fast he goes, and who goes faster..or not. He especially loves racing Nascar cars on his XBOX! He would do it while sleeping if I let him!
3. Numbers..this has only recently started, but boy is he making up for lost time. OBSESSED does not begin to describe Andrew's feelings about numbers. He already counts by 10's to 100, and can look at any number and tell you what it is. Meaning, for instance, 101 is not one o one...no, it's one hundred and one! Smart boy!
4.Jeans..this year Andrew has decided jeans are cool and everything else is not. To the point of wild throw himself on the floor if he doesn't get to wear them fits!! If you are wearing your jeans, then you are in the cool club. Literally, according to my angel.
5.I love you's. Everyone in the house gets an, "I love you!" from Andrew at least every 4.2 minutes, and as much as it interrupts conversations and tv shows, we wouldn't change a thing! (And just like clock work, I just got "interrupted" from typing by my sweet son coming to crawl up in my lap, and tell me he loves me!) It's no wonder, he owns my heart.
I could go on and on, but that would be a novel, and I hit the highlights!
Five years ago, my sweet bubby entered the universe and the universe was forever changed for the better. This life is what it is because of his presence, and that is the gift he has given me. Thank you Andrew Blaine for making me humble, and brave, and special, and most important..a mommy. Happy Birthday my angel. XOXO

Shhh...don't tell what's there..he hasn't seen his presents yet! And yes, that's Christmas wrapping paper! Don't judge..improvision is what parenting is all about, right?

Weekend wrap-up

2010-04-25T18:58:00.006-04:00

All the Peanuts characters were on site to entertain the kiddos!

This was one of the more lame rides, but Andrew loved it because he got to drive a "monster truck!"

Random shot of Andrew in the Kroger by our house. Never been to a Kroger before, but it was awesome! This car camer equipped with a movie player in the dash! Genious.

This past weekend was a whirl wind! Zack closed on our first house on Wednesday, and Wednesday night I got a knock at my door...it was Zack! He drove home from Cincinnati (4 hours) to surprise us! We hit the town running at 8am the next morning to arrive at our house by the time our new fridge was to be delivered. Next, we spent the next 2 days changing locks, hanging faux wood blinds, making numerous trips to Lowe's and Home Depot, one trip next door to be "that neighbor," you know the one who always borrows things, and just basically got things taken care of! New garage door openers from Sears..you name it..we did it! Saturday, we decided it was Andrew's turn to be the center of our attention, so we headed to KING'S ISLAND! Whoa, is that place huge? They have a huge water park on site, and this year opened, Planet Snoopy! It is a huge kid's land with all sorts of fun rides for kids and their parents! I was shocked at how many rides there were for the little ones. Andrew got to go on a ride where you lay on your belly, a real roller coaster, that even made my stomach jump into my throat, and a log ride, just to name a few! We had so much fun. It took him a while to really get brave enough to be excited, rather than timid, but when he did, we could barely keep up! It was a perfect day filled with his laughter, and our admiration! Medicine man was very much the proud papa, taking pictures of Andrew on every ride, and cheering him on all the way! It was heart warming to say the least! We got season passes, so there will be much more where that comes from! Hopefully, many weekends will be spent at the water park! Yea!
Hope everyone had a great weekend! XOXO

Itches

2010-04-20T10:00:00.004-04:00

Okay, so the last two days (that's a record, y'all) I have been "running." It is actually more like brisk walking with the occasional sprint. My dear friend, Kaci, at, www.ellyphant.info (sorry, I don't know computer tricks! How do you put an email address hidden in a "here" button??) talked me into running a half marathon with her. DREARY! I don't run. She does!! Help! Why would I agree to it. you ask? Well, I need a good kick in the butt to get moving and lose these 10 lbs nursing school has so graciously given me over the last couple of years. AND, medicine man is a runner, so if I could get to his level, (sometime next year, MAYBE), we could run together. AND, I am getting married in October, and we all know what comes after the wedding...the honeymoon...beaches....bathing suits...skinney girls....scary! So, why not, right? I really want to stick with this and get all the benefits out of it I can. Looser jeans, less love to handle on my hips, and an overall well being that comes from a major accomplishment, like completing a half marathon. So, after I returned home yesterday, I mentioned to medicine man that my legs started to itch towards the end of the "run," and did he know why? He looked at me like I was crazy, just as he always does when I assume I need a doctor's opinion for something trivial, and told me to lotion up..like he has been telling me for 3 years. Well, today it happened again! It's so annoying, because I have to stop and ravage my thighs when I am trying to be a fabulous running person. I came home and decided to look up my itches and see if I am the only one out there that needs some lotion only when they run. Turns out, I am not crazy...just extremely sedentary. I think I prefer crazy...read this:
"It usually occurs during exercise performed after a long period of inactivity. The itching is not on the skin, it’s inside the actual limbs. There are millions of tiny capillaries and arteries inside our muscles which expand rapidly due to the demand for more blood that is brought on by exercise. When fit, these capillaries remain open allowing maximum blood passage, but when unfit and inactive they tend to collapse, allowing only minimal blood passage (which is sufficient for a sedentary person however). The rapid expansion of these vessels causes adjacent nerves to send impulses back to the brain which are interpreted as an itch. That’s why after a few sessions the sensation tends to go away. Just another indication of increasing fitness levels."
HOW'S THAT FOR MOTIVATION? I HAVE TO RUN PAST THE ITCH TO PROVE THAT I AM NOT INACTIVE!!!
Wish me luck..I'm gonna need it! Thanks for reading my loong post!

“Life’s battles don't always go to the strongest or fastest man,
But sooner or later the man who wins is the fellow who thinks he can.” Unknown

"Do a little more each day than you think you possibly can."
-Lowell Thomas

"The will to win is worthless, without the will to prepare." This one is great! Don't know who said it..other than me just now!

One more...
"If you run 100 miles a week, you can eat anything you want -- Why? Because
(a) you'll burn all the calories you consume,
(b) you deserve it, and
(c) you'll be injured soon and back on a restricted diet anyway."
--Don Kardong

Have a great Tuesday!

Getting to know me Sunday...

2010-04-18T18:49:00.003-04:00

1. Mens chests... hairy or hairless?

I gotta say, I like a little chest hair. He's gotta have at least more chest hair than me! :)

2. How often do you run red lights?

NEVER after getting a ticket for running a YELLOW light!

3. If you could raid any celebrities closet... whose would you raid?

Good question. I would have to say, Charlize Theron for her formal wear..always stunning, and I would have to stop eating til I fit into her dresses and I would wear them everywhere! Target, grocery store, school, etc. Casual wear...Jennifer Aniston, simple and timeless. Still have to starve myself, though. Damn.

4. Would you rather have more followers/friends on Facebook, Twitter, or your blog?

Well, since I quit Facebook, and I don't "tweet," I guess the answer is obvious!

5. What makes you feel sexy?

My mother-in-law reads this, so I am gonna plead the 5th. Love ya Mimi!

6. I get excited when..........?

I think about having another baby...I think about my wedding, my new house, my new job as an RN, my new husband, who isn't so new, visiting family, vacations, swimming, shopping, amusement parks, trashy magazines, clean houses, Marley, watching Andrew do something he is proud of. Wait, I think I digressed into things that make me happy!

7. Are you the "outdoorsy" type or more "indoorsy"?

Who would know with this Ohio weather?? I am outdoorsy if the weather permits. But lately, that isn't too often.

8. Would you rather have your dream home or a million dollars?

Duh! I could buy a lot of dream houses and still have enough for a fabulous new wardrobe if I took the one million dollars!

A little comic relief!

When good hair goes bad

2010-04-18T15:40:00.002-04:00

More rain and no sunshine leads little boys to do anything to stay occupied. Even if it is wetting and re-wetting and styling his own hair.

Boots

2010-04-18T13:35:00.004-04:00

I LOVE BOOTS! I own 7 pair and would wear them year round if it were not a fashion no no. So, when my mom and I went to the Shoe Gallery in OKC last month, you can guess where I was headed! I was supposed to be looking for wedding shoes, and I found some, but couldn't decide if it was smart to pick the style of shoe before I even have the dress. Well, what I found next blew wedding preparations out of the water! The most perfect brown "riding" boots in the world!! I say, "riding," because I have never even been on a horse. BUT, if I were..I now had found the perfect boots for such an occasion! I think the point is to give the illusion of riding a horse, even thought everyone knows you don't ride in a fabulous silk shirt from Limited. I had to be very careful how I apporached my mom to lure her into also thinking these boots were the best thing since sliced bread. So, I began by casusally mentioning how I had been searching for the perfect brown boot for like 7 years, and how they just don't exist, except on other people's feet, who always say they have had them for years and I couldn't possibly still find them. See, these boots have to be feminine, but not girly, brown, but not tan or too dark. They have to be 100% leather, comfortable, not $300, and they have to move me. By this time, my very clever mom had my scheme all figured out and said, "what's in it for me?" NO WORRIES! I had already come up with the perfect bribe...a one hour massage!! "Really?" she exclaimed!! Really. Done!! Don't tell her I would have done 2!

Pictures do not do them justice. I promise they are soo cute in person!

I don't know why boots are so important to me other then the fact that I'm a girl, and I like options! :) I even wore these darn things to the Old Navy sale Saturday morning with shorts! Gasp! Zack said I looked uber fabulous in my khaki green shorts and navy shirt. Okay, he didn't use those exact words, but that's how I took it! And, when everyone stared at my fabulous outfit, he helped convince me that they were staring at the fabulous boots, and not my choice of outfits!

Closest any of us have come to a horse!

Rainy daze

2010-04-08T17:09:00.002-04:00

This is what cold, rainy weather has reduced us to. Xbox racing and Beverly Hills 90210 re-runs. I'm sooo ready for some sunshine. Oh, and my color blind son's favorite part of any day is dressing himself. I love him so much.

A random post

2010-04-08T17:04:00.002-04:00

I forgot about this picture on my Easter blog. I was kinda bummed, I had on scrubs from clinicals and medicine man had on packing and cleaning house clothes,(yes, he does that..I'm soo lucky), so Andrew was the only one dressed. We cheesed it anyway, though!
Side note: Andrew's hair looks red..it's not. I don't know why the sun captured that look, but in person its blonde.

Great News!

2010-04-06T09:50:00.001-04:00

Zack gets to come back home tonight and do his rotation in Akron!! Yea for me, no missing my medicine this month!! :)

Cookie Decorating!

2010-04-04T19:29:00.005-04:00

Hoppy Easter, part 2

2010-04-04T19:08:00.004-04:00

Jon, Kaci, and Elly, Andrew's sweetheart, came over for cookie decorating and egg hunting. And man, the competition was fierce! Andrew has a few scratches from the battle! The weather was perfect, the company was perfect, and overall it was just a perfect day! I hope everyone had a great day, too!

Hoppy Easter, part 1

2010-04-04T18:51:00.004-04:00

Andrew woke up very excited! He must have been dreaming about the Easter bunny, because I didn't even have to remind him. First thing out of his mouth was, "Happy Easter, Mommy!" I had to go to clinicals at 10, so we opened candy and games, then I went straigh to get ready. Medicine man and Andrew spent the afternoon getting ready for company (Hoppy Easter, part 2), and packing. Everyone, all four of you who read this, please take a moment of silence for pity...I'm gonna miss my Zacky this month! Cincinnati is one lucky hospital to be getting medicine man, just wish I didn't have to miss him in the process. We'll see him on the weekends, so that will be good. AND it's just a month!! Our military families do it for much longer than that, so I think I'll stop complaining!

It's Complicated...

2010-04-03T09:52:00.001-04:00

...being a cat in a dog's body. Here is our catdog trying to squeeze in through the now torn screen door. Oui.

Long time no talk!

2010-04-01T08:24:00.003-04:00

Okay, so sorry to the 3 of you who read my blog, but I've been soo busy! I mean really, really busy. I flew out on Thrusday (after class) spent 36 hours in oklahoma, and returned 9:30 Saturday night with Andrew (yea!) and then had to get up at 6AM for a 12 hour clinical. Had case studies and homework due Monday and Tuesday, had a paper due, had a test on Monday....whew! I'm tired just talking about it!! My baby made it up to me on Sunday night, though and took me to CiCi's. Yum-O!! So the latest on the house..did I tell you we got the house? The square one that needs some curb appeal? Well, we did, and now they want us to fix some things before we can get the loan. The bank sent out their own appraiser, who said before we can qualify for the loan on this particular house we must do the following: sod the portion of the backyard that is without grass, (mind you, we are going to put a deck there eventually, so why spend $$ to sod??), put steps off the back porch, (fine, no problem, there), finish the backsplach (the previous owner only put up half before giving up), and replace the flooring downstairs!! REALLY?? Can't we just live there and get settled, then replace the floors? They are fine for now, and with closing costs, how do we have the $$ to fork over more $$ for floors!!! And get this, we won't even own the house when we do these things, so if something happens and we don't get the house, (can't imagine that happening, but stranger things have), then we have thrown away $$ on a house that we won't even own!!!! Why does backsplash need to be replaced? Has anyone ever experienced this? Anyone know the reason behind it?? If you know, please let me know, because it makes nnnnnnnoooooooooo sense to me!

On another note, my son is back and things are returning to normal around here! The weather is perfect outside today, so medicine man, andrew, and I are parkin' it! Have a great April Fool's Day!!

Wordless Wednesday...

2010-03-24T10:54:00.005-04:00

Meet medicine man.

Medical Books..these get a lot of mileage!

Guitar bags..not used so much anymore, but they'll get the dust brushed off them this year, I'm sure.

Bike now "winterized" on a trainer. Getting MUCH use.

Greatest father in law in the world just happens to be a genius with a piece of wood.

Medicine man is obsessed with all things, ELVIS!

Can't do indoor cycling without 20 indoor cycling videos?

Medicine man's most favorite pasttime.

Okay, so it wan't completely wordless, but it was full if pictures! Hope you enjoyed getting a sneak peak into the many many layers of my best friend.

Movin...

2010-03-22T19:37:00.004-04:00

ON!! We bought the square house, had an inspection already, and it all went fabulous! The house is only 2 years old so we didn't expect anything to be wrong, but you just never know. The seller painted the interior all Pottery Barn colors, which is good. We are going to work on the landscaping first and get the curb appeal up some. Andrew's new kindergarten had registration the very day we were in town, and so we got him enrolled! He is staying this week at my mom's, so I have to miss him a tad longer. I hate that my baby is always having to say good-bye to people he loves. I miss my parents as well, but I am flying home on Thursday to get him, so I'll get to see them some. On another note, today medicine man and I have been engaged for 3 years!! Yea! We took this last weekend in Cincinnati as our anniversary present to each other, and had a blast celebrating buying our first home, and making it all these years! Love you babe.

Getting to know me Sunday...a day late!

2010-03-22T19:30:00.002-04:00

1. What year did you graduate high school?

1999 with around 600 people!

2. What part of your body do you neglect the most?

I'll tell you my mouth is not getting neglected lately! I need to stop putting the food into it! I guess I neglect my feet during the winter months.

3. Beach house or Lake house?

Beach house... for shizzle!

4. Mac or PC?

I don't know..whatever medicine man get us.

5. Did you wear braces?

Nope.

6. If you could be one person for a day... living or deceased... who would you be?

I would be crazy not to say my son, Andrew! I would love to know what goes on in his head, so I could know if he is truly happy.

7. How many times have you moved in your life?

Countless

8. Would you rather cook or clean?

I HATE COOKING! LUCKY ME, MEDICINE MAN ENJOYS IT. :)

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Weekend wrap-up

2010-03-14T21:36:00.004-04:00

Thanks to my fabulous friends Troy and Heather, who so graciously took me in this weekend, I got my baby fix for a few months. They just had the cutest baby boy, Andrew, who, has a pretty great name, if I do say so myself. I had to (notice "had") take Andrew to St. Louis this weekend to meet his dad and we stayed at Troy and Heather's house in Louisville overnight to help ease the long drive. On the way there we met up with a realtor who showed us a new home we will be making an offer on tomorrow. Not as cute as the last one, but it's new, and Troy and my dad (both men..humm..where are the ladies in this?) had great ideas about how to make the best of the flat and monochromatic nature of the house. It's new and big, and if it works out, I'll be thrilled. This house hunt is exhausting! I'm ready to enroll Andrew in kindergarten and start decorating, but I need the house first! I got in at 3:30 AM last night, and had to be up at 5:45 to be at OB clinicals at 7! Can we say, "t.i.r.e.d.?" Whew, I am not 21 anymore! I managed though, thanks to my alarm clock, julie, who called and talked to me until I dragged my butt up and into the shower. I think I'm gonna love OB! Who wouldn't love going to work and seeing sweet new babies?? Didn't really feel like work, so that is a good sign. Anywho, my sweet baby is gone for the week. The half of me that like to sleep is glad for the break, but the other parts miss him already. It's hard to miss people. That's the worst part of being out of state from our family, for sure. But it does make seeing them much more special. Well, off to study for my OB lecture exam that is tomorrow. Wish me luck..gotta get straight A's!

Getting to know me Sunday...

2010-03-14T21:23:00.002-04:00

1. What's your favorite Easter candy?
Carmel eggs..yum-o!

2. Who do you think is cleaner....men or women?
Actually, we did an experiment in Microbiology on the women's and men's bathroom door handle, and surprise surprise, men are cleaner!

3. Which do you prefer... wordy blog posts or ones with pictures?
I love any blog that makes me think. That is kind of the idea of this whole blogging thing, right? Get perspective on things you would otherwise not have thought about. You can learn a lot about yourself reading about other people's problems and joys.

4. Were you popular in high school?
I was the typical "friends with everyone" person. Not like that! Remove mind from gutter! I was good friends (still am) with the popular crowd, but they didn't bring me my best and fondest high school memories.
Sounds like an oxy moroon..."fondest high school memories..."

5. What's your bra size?
Who comes up with these questions?? Long and short of it, my cup size dropped down by 2 after I stopped nursing my son. Still bitter about that one..not bitter at him, he was totally worth it, but bitter at the boob gods who decided I had my fun with my breasts, so it was my turn to be the flat chested girl who hated me for having breasts in high school. :)

6. How many states have you lived in?
Two! Thanks to medicine man here, that number will inevitably go up as the years go on and the wrinkles on my face forge ahead.

7. What's one blog you read everyday?
www.ellyphant.info Love my Kaci fix.

8. Peanut butter or Nutella?
Haven't tried Nutella, but I could eat peanut butter everyday for every meal. LOVE peanut butter!

Wedding details

2010-03-09T18:26:00.003-05:00

So, I need to know if this would make a good wedding dress? I think the dress is gorgeous, but will I regret not wearing white? If I wear this dress (I'd have to have it made), then I would carry all white flowers. Zachary is wearing a navy suit with a white button up and no tie. Thoughts?? Help people!!

Competition...

2010-03-09T18:23:00.003-05:00

Meet mine. He's super cute, I'll give him that, but he is covered in fur and takes up all the room in the bed at night. You would think I wouldn't have anything to worry about, but my honey spends all night on the couch "loving" on the catdog. Poor me!

35 bids...

2010-03-08T10:08:00.001-05:00

And we were out bid by 6 other people!!! LOTS of people really wanted this house!!Big -0- bummer! Oh well, onward and upward! Hopefully, the next one is even better.

Say a quick prayer!!!

2010-03-07T16:32:00.004-05:00

Tomorrow morning we find out if we will get this diamond in the rough house in Burlington, KY. Hopefully, our bid is the highest!! Fingers crossed!

Getting to know me Sunday...

2010-03-07T16:19:00.002-05:00

1. Are you more of a talker or a listener?

This one is not too black and white! Sometimes I have very strong opinions and feel the need to voice them, and other times, I am extremely shy and turn into the listener!

2. Bra. Under wire or wireless?

Definitely under wire! haha. My girls wouldn't last 5 minutes in a wireless bra!

3. I wish I was.....?
Done with school! I wish I was in my new home. I wish I was bringing home some bacon, if you get my drift! I wish I was more of a go with the flow kind of gal..and spent less brain cells worrying about things that are out of my control!

4. The Academy Awards are on tonight... will you watch?
Depends..what else is on?

5. Do you put your deodorant on before or after you get dressed?
Both! Immediately after my shower, and again after I get dressed just in case my shirt rubbed it off!

6. Would you rather do the dishes or clean toilets?
Actually, clean toilets! I HATE dishes! Don't tell Andrew I said, "hate." It's a no-no at our house! I only wanna wash my own toilets, though. Mmmkay?

7. How much did you weigh at birth?
7 lbs 12 oz

8. If you could only buy one thing for the Spring/Summer season...what would it be?
That's a toughie...probably would have to be...humm? Just one thing?? Still thinking...I guess the perfect date night dress for going out with my honey. Maybe a turquoise strapless sundress!

Marley being..well, Marley

2010-02-26T12:03:00.004-05:00

Marley is a hound dog at heart..case in point! **Don't you love the ears back look?

Andrew-Wii-ing

2010-02-26T10:47:00.003-05:00

Well, if Andrew ever wanted a career in women's softball as a pitcher, I think he would be their man. And, Yes, it is the middle of winter, and yes my son is wearing shorts and no shirt. I pick my battles!

2010-02-26T10:40:00.003-05:00

Andrew got a "badge" in a valentine's day card, that we punched out and he wore around the house for about a minute while I managed to grab my camera. He then took it off and taped it to the door. As long as he doesn't attempt stickers on walls or doors, I guess I'm okay!

NEOUCOM Graduation

2010-02-23T20:28:00.004-05:00

The fam

Zachary and Bubs

More of the fam :)

Zachary=happy MD

Getting his "sash"

Northeastern Ohio University College of Medicine 2009 was a great day..Zack's family came into town and stayed a week. We celebrated, ate, and celebrated some more. We miss them, and wish they could visit more often. Everyone was so proud of Zachary, and it was truly a great week. I just wanted to blog about it so I can publish these memories. Ahh..

**You'll notice there are no pictures of me..I looked AWFUL that day, but it didn't keep me from being happy for my baby!

Andrew the "p.i.m.p"

2010-02-23T20:17:00.005-05:00

So these aren't the cutest pics of my sweetie, (he is so much cuter with his hair fixed..he looks like a ragamuffin with it a mess!) but they are hilarious! Andrew was changing in and out of clothes and Zachary put on an old gold chain and sent him out to me..well, lets just say, it was funny! Actually, funny was an understatement and after I composed myself, I ran for the camera!

Christmas 2009

2010-02-14T16:34:00.002-05:00

Just a few random pictures from this Christmas for all you ghost readers out there who might care!!

Boys Night Out

2010-02-14T15:44:00.003-05:00

Last night we went to the Monster Truck something or other in Cleveland. Zack got us tickets for a Valentine's Day present for Andrew. We didn't tell him what we were doing there until we were in our seats and it was starting. He was soo excited. I have never seen so much focus on a four year old's face! I brought his Batman monster truck, which is an exact replica of one that was competing. Pretty cool. Thanks to the best dad in Ohio..

Kaci calls it frozen hell!

2010-02-06T10:58:00.005-05:00

So, all you okies out there reading this probably think your weather problems are the worst out there right? I agree, they are pretty bad, but take a look at what I woke up two days ago...

I took that picture because I woke up to find that Zachary had so generously and without prompting, washed my car. Sweet, right? Well, this is what I woke up to today...

Need I say more?

Marley..not the "and me" kind..

2010-02-06T10:26:00.002-05:00

I thought I would introduce the world to our cat, I mean dog. He was a rescue. His original owner found him and his litter still in the sac from the wound in a garbage can. He was the only one still living! We have had him almost a year now, and can't imagine life without him. He is soo sweet and lovable. Everyone who meets him falls in love with his sweet nature. We call him cat dog because he lays on the back of the couch, and lays back into you when you hold him! It's hilarious! He is half weenie dog, and part beagle, so he howls like a beagle, but has the coloring of a weenie. My dad thinks he must have been a pharoh in a past life, because he acts so spoiled! I'm sure that has nothing to do with Zachary catering to his every whim! So, that's Marley in a nut shell! I am sure I'll blog about him again..he has a big personality.
P.S. Thanks to Dale, Heather, Gabriella, and Sylvie for dog-sitting while we house shopped last weekend! Love ya

2010-02-04T16:03:00.002-05:00

I guess I have a lot of catching up to do since my baby is not 4. (4 and 3/4 if you ask him), I have a lot to blog about! Andrew Blaine was born on May 5, 2005 at Lakeside Women's clinic. LOVE that place, btw, if you are in the market to deliver a baby, it's outstanding! But, I digress. I absolutely loved being a pregger, and got very sad around 34 weeks when I realized that he would be removed from my body soon, and I would have to share him with the world. I still feel that way! I want him all to myself and never like it when we are apart for any given amount of time. I do love my breaks, but prefer short ones!
He has been the biggest challegne in my life and has brought me the most pleasure! I love him more than anything and am lucky God chose me to be his mommy.

Jules

2010-02-04T15:50:00.005-05:00

Julie is my best friend in school and beyond. She has been a life saver this year and I am so thankful to have her to complain to! Anyone who has been through nursing school knows there is a lot of that going on! She makes me feel like a little kid again, and that is my favorite thing about her! We are always laughing, being dieters (or not) together, studying, and then laughing some more! I love that she wants to hug everyone, and will do absolutely anything for me. Plus she loves my man, and my kid, so that makes her A-okay in my book. So, this blog is for you, Julie Ann Bevacqua...thank you for being you and getting me through school with sanity intact. (mostly.) Love ya

School, school, school

2010-02-02T09:03:00.003-05:00

So, today I have a Psychology test, and two homework assignments due. Dreary I did well on my Peds test, 85%, not great, but not bad either. Zack delivered a baby within the first hour of being at work, and said it wasn't too bad! I think that's awesomeness, but he is just not that into this rotation. I think he could do without looking at the female anatomy in that way all day long!!
Andrew is as funny as ever. Case in point: "Help! My toy is broked and I need a doctor!"-Andrew
Love that little guy!
I do plan on delving into my psyche and making this blog interesting. Just ain't gonna happen today! Until then...

Starting up...

2010-02-01T08:17:00.000-05:00

Okay, bear with me as I get this whole blogging thing down! I get asked almost daily (mostly from Zack!) why I haven't started a blog yet, so today I am taking the plunge. Feels almost like walking outside naked or something..all my inner most secrets reveled for those willing to read them. Scary! But I hear it's therapeutic at the least, so that sounds appealing. I also read on some random blog I frequent that you can make a book out of your blogs, so that sent me to bloggyland. What a great gift to give Andrew one day. Way better than a journal because here you get to include pictures! Yea! So, I guess I'll just write about what is going on in my crazy world and not worry about who is reading my thoughts! Today, I have a Pediatric test, #3. Got a 100% on the first one, and a 77% on the second one! Wow, that is not a good way to get started. I'll kill this one, though. I also started a no desserts fast February1st-28th. Why you ask? Craziness? Stupidity? Yes, a little of both! I just want to feel light and free from my sugar addiction. So, I figured, a jump start to that would be a good idea. I'm an all or nothing kind of gal. Andrew is eating breakfast, and Zachary is on his very first day of OB/GYN. Poor guy. Hope he survives! Can't wait to blog more later, but I better get to studying for that darn Peds test. Later!